In this transcript, the speaker apologizes for being disorganized and mentions not looking at comments. They express nervousness for not having streamed in a while, as they have been focused on productive things. They mention being exposed to negativity and insults on social media, which they find demotivating. The speaker then discusses the culture of live streams and the internet, expressing frustration with the acceptance of abusive behavior. They believe there should be a new norm for online behavior and question when abuse became acceptable. The speaker also reflects on their work in the tech industry and the need to solve problems for people. They question if the internet is broken beyond repair and if connecting everyone in one place is a realistic idea. Overall, the speaker reflects on their experiences and frustrations with online behavior and the challenges of their work in the tech industry.